August 2010
2 posts
All we had is gone now. I can’t believe it. 10 months I will never get back.. Wasted. I miss you. That doesn’t change anything. You changed. You’re not the person I thought you were. And the way I look at you will never change.
March 2010
1 post
what a rooney dooney
January 2010
1 post
the silence isnt so bad til i look at my hands and feel sad.
cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.
December 2009
9 posts
i love it
when my boyfriend sings start of something new from HSM on the phone at 2AM. for the third consecutive night in a row. um. yea.
i just realized i havent said a word in two hours cause im alone in my room; yet so much has gone through my mind. for some reason this bewilders me.
so theres about sixteen inches of snow on the ground. and no school tomorrow.
he ate my heart
that boy is a monster
C: i thought he looked at you like a cookie. like he wanted to eat you.
November 2009
15 posts
carley says hi.
she had a partaayy last night. upperclassmen showed up and whoever pronounced her last name right first got in with five friends. hahahahah i love her.
i just want a strawberry tutti frutti frozen yogurt. soo much.
T: mmmm.
A: who are you thinking about?
T: oh im not. im thinking about last night's dinner.
T: It's on the floor now.
ive been spending all my time just thinking boutcha.
i dont know what to do; i think im falling for you.
bahhahahaha slut.
C: i like thereesomes.
A: wait no, you like four somes with nicole jenna and the man of the hour.
C: NO. you forgot raquel !
October 2009
25 posts
halloween
is cooool. i love dressing up, i dont care how old i am.
c: when he loooked at you he looked like he had an orgasm.
c: not that anns would know what that means or anything.
homecoming is tonight !
i got the cutest updo at giovanni and pelleggi. its like all curly and pinned up and pumped in the front. dress from bebe. shoes steve madden <333
yesterday josh sundquist came to my school. hes a motivational speaker/paralympian/comedian and his story is seriously inspiring. check out his website www.weshouldhangoutsometime.com .
i want a snuggie soo badly.
dreams are mysterious things. yesterday this guy i used to talk to texted me. i usually have hard feelings towards him cause he dicked me over. but last night every dream i had contained him. and now i cant stop thinking about him. part of me knows that i should hate him, pbut the other part of me is telling me to talk to him again. weird.
it sucks that all of my friends are going to this sweet sixteen tonight. it sucks that our football team lost at our homecoming game last night when we were undefeated. it sucks that i went to the game in the ice cold pouring rain to watch an epic failure. it sucks that the guy i really like doesnt see me as more than a friend, im pretty sure. and it sucks that the phills lost last night.
“i feel like ive just seen the sun for the first time. you made my life right...”
I AM having me time. just sitting in an empty room with the door closed, just me and my disheveled thoughts. trying to dig within me and figure out why i am the way i am.